My slightly odd desire when facing (an imagined) death
sending myself insane with health scares
Dear reader
Over the past six weeks, I've been sending myself insane with cancer fears.
It's not the first time I've found lumps in my breast. It's the fourth time in three decades - I consider myself a bit of a veteran of the hospital breast clinic.
The lumps are always found to be benign. This is now the fourth time I have sent myself insane, thinking I …